If you’ve been watching my Facebook lives last week I shared my worst nightmare. That day I had a MAJOR breakthrough and I want to tell you about it. My biggest fear in life is public humiliation. Kinda ironic for someone like me who loves to be on camera right? My fear of public humiliation stems back from my childhood living and with a rare disorder called poland syndrome.
I remember kids would call me out and publicly make fun of me. I struggled with that through my whole life. For much of my life, I have lived in fear. I was afraid when I was a little kid, there was a lot of yelling and screaming. It continued when I got into a marriage where I was afraid of what he was going to say to me and what he was going to take away from me. I was living my life afraid.
I was afraid of confrontations with my kids. I was afraid that my ex husband was going to say things to make me lose my kids. I was afraid to move. I was crippled by my fear. Perhaps you can relate? I have spent the better part of my adult life being introspective, learning about myself, and about moving forward. Through all of this inner work I have become aligned to my purpose.
I have learned to love and accept all of my gifts. I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my entire life. I’ve done so much and you can do it too. If you set your mind to it, you can be the happiest you’ve ever been in your whole life. Yes, it is a bit uncomfortable to take a good hard look at yourself and to do the inner work but the benefits are worth every ounce of it.
Next month, I am hosting a retreat in Sicily that will support my guests in doing the EXACT same thing in just a week that I spent years trying to figure out. If you are ready to align with your purpose. Love yourself. Find true happiness. Let’s talk. Spacing is limited to 5 people so act quickly as this retreat is going to sell out!
Know I love you all!
Wishing you love, balance & peace,